It was kinda a rough day today. Kevin just isn't ever in a good mood anymore and unfortunately it's working on all of us. Breezy and I are fighting and Kevin is just fighting everything so it really, really wasn't a fun day.
I honestly don't know what to do to help Kevin through the depression. I seriously have tried everything and I am assuming it's just something he's going to have to work through on his own. It's just so bad. I thought about it last night and I realized it's been weeks since he really laughed. Since before his surgeries. And the worst part is the mood swings. Today we were pumped to go to lunch and we got to the restaurant and he would not go in. We had to go back home and I sent my sis and b-i-l back on their own.
Then he wanted to go outside and his wheelchair got stuck in the yard/grassy area and that was just it - back into the house we had to go. He just lay there and cried and cried.
We did up his dose of anti-depressants and I was told yesterday that we are getting a new MALE therapist for Kevin to begin 'talking' to. I so hope this makes a difference. And I'm so glad that they are at least hearing what I am saying about this therapy thing.
And now I am going to cut this short. I am just so tired that I can barely keep my eyes open to type this. Here's a close-up pic of us (obviously taken by me holding my arm out as far as I can, lol)
First 2 from the Nov kit!
5 years ago